you should be hated here

alright alright. i get it. i'm sorry. just leave me alone now.

uhh... idk. at this rate, i think you'll probably end up forgetting who i am.

i'm not enough, i'm nothing.

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self-loathing, self-hatred. self-demotivation. self-discouragement.

happiness peak, depression trough, repeat.

'the life'

guess i'm just not living it up, am i?

i'm so sorry.

laura

where did this start?

we used to be friends.

now when i run into you, i pretend i don't see you. i know that you hate me.

i've tried to be tough, i've tried to be mean.

i don't want to be like this. i hope that you'll listen. all i'm trying to say is:

reach out and touch me, i'm right here. and i don't want to fight anymore.

i really want to be your friend forever, your friend until the end of it all.

i know i've made mistakes, but i'm asking you to give me a break.

i really want to be your friend forever, friends forever.

you've been a bitch. i've been an ass.

i don't want to point the finger. i just know i don't like it, i don't want to do this.

what can i do? what should i do? is it too late?

i just want to say i'm sorry. i hope that you'll listen.

i fucked up.

nts

SWITCH OUT OF LATIN, FUCK
return all newly bought textbooks to titles ASAP!
chem 1eo3 lab manual!
iclicker!
engineering textbooks
engineer 1a00

natural path appointment?
ortho appointment?
idk... get organized?
new chair mat?
practice piano!!!!!!

don't ever fucking do that to yourself.

it's all love.