Friday, April 22, 2011

yep, i'm fucking jealous. i need a fucking job. can't just complain all the fucking time.

Friday, April 8, 2011

silenced.

like a muzzled pistol. except when they fuck up the gun so the shooter is the one who gets shot. because when i try to pull the trigger and tell you how i really feel, you don't hear anything from me. i don't really know how the mechanism works, but i guess that the bottom line is that the bullet goes through my chest. terrible analogy. haha.

so, what i want to say comes out as a directionless, anorexic wisp of air.

it's all in my heavy heart. i want to show it. i wish i could tell you, but my mouth has been stitched shut.

please help me.
haha i'm weak.

i'm really not worth anything.