hymn to the idea of night

picking off the imperfections, one by one,
until there are none left.

color of jade

english cpt
english quote assignment
english essay next week
physics quiz tomorrow
physics lab
religion test tomorrow
religion debate
music test tomorrow

so much shit to do, aaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!

tip: don't get sick during CPT week.




p.s. .....

ow

lol



edit: fuck it, i'm not showing up at school tomorrow. haven't really gotten any better. and so, the above workload is rendered useless.

for now.

portrait of karma

ow

lol

the hollowed out chest of a dead horse

have you ever had those times in your life, where it's like you're sitting through hell? witnessing the worst? experiencing the worst?

i never thought i'd have to see it again... but it unfortunately happened.

we are all just hypocrites. wrong and faultful. life is bliss until that moment when you turn around and look back.

the million mocking eyes.

punk rock music should mean freedom... liking and accepting anything that you like, playing whatever you want, as sloppy as you want... as long as it’s good and has passion.

brilliant corners

千と千尋の神隠し Sen to Chihiro no kamikakushi...

spectacular movie

as far as you can throw me

in the midst of all this intellectual chaos...

let's blog!

so right now i'm caught up in all this work. i would like to blame mr. j. marentette for this unbearable load of writing, and less specifically, homework. you might think that procrastination is to blame for this pile-up... but not really, since mr. marentette spontaneously handed out like 79 assignments, scheduled an upcoming quiz, as well as Life of Pi questions.

and to think that shit gets worse towards exam time? T_T

on a brighter note, the weekend was quite spectacular. maybe not so much sunday, but friday and saturday were great. on friday, me mike jestine chey and dino reached dixie park (eastgate mall) and took out some incomprehensibly delectable ching chong food, then we went to go eat at josh's with erros. then i think i loaftplayedrestaurant cityfor a while. then i slept for the following long day.

woke up the next morning, kinda late. my parents dropped chewie off at our veterinarian's receptionist. then we headed off to st. catharines. got there at like 9, mossed around for a bit at the bowling alley, then bowled my first 3 games of the day (6 more to go). after those games, dino and i ate in the car for a bit, then we bowled another 3 games. after that set, we drove to niagara (not the falls) to go shopping, w00t. went to some outlet mall, and dino and i bought some jeans, hoodies, and shirts. blew off ~$150. prior to shopping, my mother dearest lended $100 each to me and dino, and we were like "lol k this is going straight to our bank accounts..." but we kid, we kid. so after the purchases, we fell hungry for japanese cuisine. we drove a little further down Lundy's Lane and ended up at niagara falls, trying to find this one japanese restaurant, given misleading directions by mrs. GPS. we gave up because we couldn't find it. so one of us recalled seeing this other restaurant somewhere back there...

*separate paragraph* IHOP. holy fucking shit fuck shit that is one of the fucking greatest restaurants to ever exist. fuck. shit. although i was slightly disappointed by my order of "french toast" (which tasted exactly like a Tim Horton's fritter), they have some of the most fucking scrumptious nourishment. dino and i shared 4 stacked strawberry-banana pancakes (strawberries & strawberry sauce on top, slices of banana cooked in between the pancakes). fuck me. it was amazing. my mom had spinach crepes, my dad had straight-up pancakes. damn. thank god for an IHOP in canada. international house of mo'fuckin' pancakes mayne.

after that we went back to st. cats to bowl our last 3 games, which turned out to be very boring. i developed a headache some time during that.

bowling is not an olympic sport because you do not need to be athletically fit to bowl.

left for home at around 10, then arrived at our animal caretaker to get chewie at around 10:45. goddamn, she's pro with pets. she has 13 puppies, but we only saw 5 of them. they were tiny, it was amazing. uhhhhhhhh then we headed home and hit the haaaaaaaaaaay.

mother's day wasn't much, i just played geeeetar in the church choir and then went home and did homework. my parents went out to some show with filipino singers. when they got back, dino, my dad and i presented our cards to mommy (it's our tradition).



anyways, that was a nice mild stress reliever. too bad you probably won't get this far because of the excruciating length.

back to the madness.



dare to dream

in love with an apparition

in his nightmare
black rain fell
and clogged their first kiss
now suffocating
she dies in his arms
now their love is a floating ghost
as she turns into ashes
and the wind ssend her crumbling
into the setting sun...
her love was a vampire



(no Twilight intended)

pursue

it is the weeks before
and my heart is heavy; overburdened with doubt

it is now
and i am almost at realization.

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Camp Pursue -- a grandiose success!

as Josh once mentioned, a certainly enriching experience indeed.



i was almost driven to tears as i miss all of them. reminiscing of all the clothed homosexual practices, funny events. the enlightenings, spiritual connections, spiritual growth. the friendships made, the friendships expanded. the neverending happiness.

but i was also almost driven to tears when i missed YOU GUYS D:<